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[Wednesday,
June 29th, 2005]
so ive forgotten about this thing and i dont know if i will be using it anymore because its boring. and it sucks. maybe ill start a myspace? i dunno but im gone for now. adios
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[Sunday,
May 29th, 2005]



my graduation dress!! yay its pretty.
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[Sunday,
February 27th, 2005]



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stuffing is my favorite... [Wednesday,
November 24th, 2004]


You Are the Stuffing




You're complicated and complex, yet all your pieces fit together.
People miss you if you're gone - but they're not sure why.

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thanks [Monday,
November 22nd, 2004]
[ mood | tired ]

thanks for trusting me. ::sarcasim:: im bored. and i dont feel like updating.


to please chris: WHO THE FUCK IS THE PERSON WHO LEFT THE I LOVE YOU COMMENT IN HIS JOURNAL?!


im done


<3

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i redid my journal! [Thursday,
November 18th, 2004]
[ mood | giddy ]

i did this all by myself! arent you all proud of me. you should be.

im bored and i dont feel like updating so adios for now.

</3

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lyrics...again [Sunday,
October 10th, 2004]
[ mood | amused ]

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

<3

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lyrics are life [Thursday,
October 7th, 2004]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud But no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desparate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like what it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down But no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like, what it's like Welcome to my life good song and you know what ITS TRUE! i cant find the other song i want so that will be posted later. <3

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hola....... [Tuesday,
October 5th, 2004]
im a special child. i have no life and yesturday was quite full of events....
DANS 13TH BDAY
ME PAPAS BDAY
ME BIRDS BDAY
EMILYS KIDS BDAY
my teeth got pulled
ok now today i went riding which is always great fun! yay for lexi she cantered 3 times! third person talking rocks! ya ok yo quiero un gato! spanish! WoOt! im hyper! but thats ok cuz im healthy and i wanna know my blood type reallllly bad so i can get a shirt with it on like the ones at sinistercandy.com ...great clothing they have there. well thats all



i very well may be insane
<3
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wOoT [Friday,
October 1st, 2004]
[ mood | high ]

ok well i am suffering from like major uncontrolable something. i dont know whats wrong with me but somethings not right. i need to be fixed (not in the way that you fix a dog or anything...although it was suggested on the meds i take) ya ok so there was school and then the dance and now im here. the dance was good for the most part after we started dancing. EMILYS HAVING A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!some 7th grader was like rubbing my ass at the dance today...odd. ok well i have nothing else to say because ummm i cant think because im laughing tooooooo hard



adios



<3

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try and make me [Thursday,
September 30th, 2004]
[ mood | cold ]

jilene is first flute! can you believe that? i wanna fucking kill her which makes me third and emily second. i dont mind sitting under emily because i know shes better then me but jilene? shes just a suck up. well anyway i presented today in ELA and i dont think i did that great but thats ok i dont really care. did you notice that the student teacher in SS smells really bad? ya ok well anyway ummmmmmmm i didnt talk to chris at all today and tht was awkward but i think i'm talking to him right now...i hope. and ya i think emily might modify my journal for me. thts exciting ya well i think im doing better. besides the fact that i'm freezing my arse off. ok well im odne becuz i must watch WILL AND GRACE!!!






<3
you keep me sane...most of the time

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.....im baaaaaack [Saturday,
September 25th, 2004]
[ mood | devilish ]

well i have been unable to use this computer thing because i forgot the password but now i remembered and thts very special. this journal is still friends only so give me ur username and ill add you and you can read. thats all for now update tonite probably.


<3you

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[Saturday,
June 26th, 2004]
[ mood | amused ]

iv'e decided to make this a friend only journal thing so if you're not on my friends list comment and have me add you.

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?¿?¿?¿?¿? [Sunday,
May 9th, 2004]
[ mood | blah ]

ok emily....no more slut shit although it was kinda funny.sorry. hmmmmm we got rained out yesturday for softball which was fine with me then i didnt make a fool of myself. ok im done now because it's mothers day and i'm not supposed o be on right now.

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movie [Monday,
April 26th, 2004]
[ mood | ditzy ]

yesturday jess, monkey, boris, n me went to see 13 going on 30. wow im really weird becuz i like almost cried. it was a good movie though. alittle predictable but so are most movies so i liked it. monkey couldn't figure out the dance machine...it was great i couldnt help but laugh at her. we got our pics taken...they turned out pretty good which is a first for me! the.end.
.:lexi:.

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stupid computer [Friday,
April 23rd, 2004]
[ mood | stupid thing ]

i hate this computer it's deleted my last few entrys while i was typing them and i don't know why. its sooooo incredibly confuzing, macs suck at times. yes well i have to thank boris (emily for those nonrussians out there) for redoing my journal because she's smart and knows how to do these things and i literally can't because im just too stupid.at this very moment i'm attempting to find those stupid things for math...i doubt i ever will find them all but thats ok i'll just fail advanced math and i won't have to take the fuckin 8th grade final exam thing.both of my rodent things are sexy...i don't care what you say they are.
.::lexi::.

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hello? [Wednesday,
April 21st, 2004]
[ mood | emily is tired ]

hello there. this is emily on this thing. yep. because i was getting alexis an icon...mmhmm....yep!

 

hmm

 

                                           BEEF!!

                

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wow [Friday,
April 16th, 2004]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i forgot i even had this thing its like....."so yesturday"according to hilary duff.ya so i never got around to actually using this thing so i don't know why i still have it but as long as i do i guess i might update like once a month or so hmmmm i dont know.Juss got back from splash lagoon with emily and well i'm tired and i feel sick and having just a joyous time listening to the boy tell everyone that he did go on all the rides even though that is a huge lie!so ya.
the.end.

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hyper [Monday,
March 22nd, 2004]
wow today is real weird im like all hyper and shit and im like scared
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wow [Tuesday,
March 16th, 2004]
i hate the way i think..it makes no sense and it takes forever for me to convince myself that what I'm doing is the right thing to do. i know this sounds crazy but it's true...i will spend a whole day if i have to in order to convince myself that what i did was the right thing and i didn't just make a huge mistake. this sucks more thn anyone knows because it makes me soo unsure that i don't want to do anything at all because i'm afraid. this unfortunate thing has happened to me again and to think this all happened after talking to one person...shows you how crazy i am.wow i scare myself.a.f.i.
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